So a couple of months ago I did something without thinking and well it was a thought that it could make my future better. and i got easily convinced to the idea and its hitting me hard now because im leaving so soon and now i have everything going so well here that i dont really want to leave to the military or at least not now , if i join i can’t have a relationship. well i can but i wouldn’t want to make them worry about me all the time. I recently joined a facebook page of other Future Sailors and they are so pumped and i understand since they did ROTC through high school. or they have family in the military. I don’t know I want to quit and be a quitter and then having everyone hold it against me. But then again i dont want to go just because of that. I’m horrible memorizing. I memorized everything but when it comes down to saying it out loud a blank out ….. i just don’t know anymore
Im Joining The Navy ! Ahhhhhh Im So Nervous That Im Not Gonna Be Good Enough , But I want That Sexy Body and That Money !!!